Time is black, Time is an illusion yet we perceive it as fact, must abide by it’s taps. Time is black, Time is something we take for granted but never get it back, Time is always past. I’m a waste of Time, I waste all of my Time wasting away, getting wasted and forgetting I’m alive. Why oh why? There's gotta be more to life than just getting by, pesky little human acting like a fly- -away, I never will, in attempts to grow wings I always stand still. It feels so real but once eyes peel, I see its daydreams, when did nightmares seem so serene to me? (nodding off.) Time is an illusion, made by silly humans, to help us track all of our confusions. So tell me, ya feeling useless? Well so am I, surprise, surprise, I’m the boy who cried wolf too many Times. Time is a black hole. Time is gone before I can think about you again, you fucking asshole. Building castles outta old friendships, picking battles with loved ones is intrinsic. Committed to non-commitment, man behind the mask is simply non-existent, persistent contradiction, if everything was fine- -then why do I feel so suspicious? Your words became so factitious What are my god damn ambitions? Always angry, always vicious so tell me - what is your limit? (nodding off, I'm not enough) Time is irrelevant, rip this flesh upon my skeleton. In search of love and benevolence- -but all I found was you, so what am I to do, when I always see your face in a crowded room? Heart beat racing, when your name is said, I'll keep chasing, treadmilling till the end, I'm not crazy, just itchy in the head, insignificant, I said "I am different than the text". (nodding off, I’m am not enough) Time stops for no man, help preserve this moment. What will it take for you to finally notice? So hopeless, it seems I have no more focus. Days go by and we’re told it gets- -harder and harder, when’d did i become a bother? I know if I even try, I’ll end it all, I am a martyr, I move closer, you mover farther, she has bruised, and I have scared her, tried too hard, and now I lost her, behind a mask, you’re impostor. I am human, so I’m monster, never thought I’d double cross her, missed my target, now I’ve shot her, always waiting, how much longer? (nodding off.) I am stuck between the future ; I am stuck between the past I am stuck between the muscle ; I am stuck between the fat I am stuck between the tears and I am stuck between the the laughs I am stuck between the moment that we’re never getting back... Time is black.

Open minds... I don’t really understand, gotta keep on going, gotta stick to the plan? No thanks, gotta switch it up a little bit. There's no reasons why you and I can’t coexist, so- Love is a myth, yet we hold on to it, grown little kid, always throwing a fit, looking around for the safe and the sound, when there’s nothing but air yet all I want is drown, so- Life - I freestyle it. Every time I go outside - I feel violent. Every time I open my eyes - I feel crisis. There’s no reasons why I should even feel like this.... Like what? Like me? Mr. Incomplete? Talk shit but nobody's even listening, start but not finishing, the glow is diminishing, something's always missing. I'm outta here, right after this bong hit, knowledge, people shy upon it, a greater creature, that's my opponent, distractions everywhere, its hard to focus, but- The gods ... that we seek, is the earth... beneath our feet, we can’t... look weak, so we burn down the trees, in our pity attempts to breed more human beings. Fallen angels - no more halos, at this angle - we're entangled, we look stable - turn the table, still not able - to look past, our (silly) little fable. Anxiousness, rip this beating heart quick, palpitations are making my stomach sick, over-thinking, never really amounts to shit, spiraling back and forth till I’m back to it. I’m on hands and knees just for you to see, how much I fucking love you and how much you hate me, how much for happy? Too much outta reach, heart hung in galleries, I'm stuck in fallacies. (I was so hard to please) (I hope you never leave me be) This is what it's like when you can't look me in the eyes, can't think of small talk, cant break our stupid pride. Night sweats, awoke to a soaked shirt, life gets stranger, as you get older, treat me like an alien, Scully to my Molder, burn my skin, with your cold shoulders. (I was so hard to fucking please) (I hope you never leave me be) idiosyncratic, peer at me, and I’ll panic, it's either feast or famine, I'll never care till the goods are damaged. Open minds... (I don't really understand)